Omar
jumped off the couch… "Not eat, ah, I mean fast."
"That's right, we fast for a whole month," said
Tessniem, gently wrapping her arms around her chest and
hugging her self. "I love Ramadhaan, it's fun." Omar said,
"Yea, it's great, we get to choose whatever we want to
break our fast with."
I could tell by his eyes that he was remembering
steaming corn dogs out of the oven dipped in ketchup
with a glass of chocolate milk. "And what makes that
food taste so especially good?" I asked sitting upon the
couch. Omar raised his hand high into the air like he
was in class. "I know, I know," he screamed. "Omar you
can put your hand down, we aren't in class now." Omar
lowered his arm and smiled "because we are doing it for
Allaah and when we eat we remember Allaah."
Tessniem jumped in, "and the poor people who don't have
any food like the ones in Somailia and Ba…" Omar turned
to her, "you mean Bosnia." Tessniem looked up at Omar,"yea Bas, that place" Omar said. Omar's head lowered and
his mouth's edges dipped down. Taking his hand. "What's
wrong Omar?"
"I just
remember the stories about the Bosnians eating grass
because there was nothing to eat during the war."
Breathing deep, "yea, there is a lot to be thankful
for."Tessniem walked up to me with her shoulder raised
close to her ears. "Remember that picture of the Somali
baby on the ground and the vulture waiting for him to
die?" I needed not even have to think back, the picture
is forever seared in my memory.
Placing my arms around Tessniem, I brought her close to
me on the couch. Omar scooted over to me and hugged my
other arm. Looking at the floor he leaned his cheek
against my arm. "Mama?" he whispered. I made a soft hm
to let him know I was listening. "Can we send them some
money so they can buy food?" Sitting up I smiled, "Yes,
every year we give them Zakaat."
Rubbing his eyes I could see his wheels spinning in his
brain, got up and ran to his bedroom. I thought for a
minute he was going off to cry. I could hear the closet
door open and the sound of jingling down the hallway. He
quickly turned the corner and stopped abruptly in front
of me holding out a plastic spice container filled with
paper riyals and change. With his face solemn he moved
it closer to me so I could take it from him.
"Omar,
what do you want me to do with it?" With puzzled
expression he looked at me like I was seriously
confused. "Mom.. It's for the poor people, who don't
have any food."
Taking the plastic container, I started slowly
unscrewing the red lid. "And how much do you want to
give to them?" Omar scrunched up his face and held out
his right hand upward as if to say "you still don't get
it?" He sighed heavily and took the container and
dumped it onto my lap. "All of it Mom!" I thought I
should get into the concept of percentages for Zakaat,
but it just didn't seem appropriate.
Looking down on my lap, I knew he had been saving his
money for a Spiderman at Wonder World. I was getting
ready to tell him about the reward from Allaah when
Tessniem appeared in the living room with her spice
container bank. Smiling she untwisted the red lid and
dumped the money on my lap too.
Too touched for words I hugged them. Looking at the
money, Tessniem laid her hand on her cheek thinking.
Softly she whispered, "May be it will buy enough food for
that little boy so he can get up and the vulture won't
eat him!"
Of course the most logical thing to tell her is that the
picture was taken over two years ago and most probably
the child never got up and was never buried. But only
Allaah knows what happened, and this little girl needed
to know that by the mercy she receives from Allaah there
was still hope.