All perfect praise be to Allah, The Lord of the Worlds. I testify that there is none worthy of worship except Allah, and that Muhammad is His slave and Messenger.
You are not sinful for what you mentioned.
Dear brother, we advise you to stop asking so many questions because you are amongst those who ask too many questions in our site [more than 100], many of which indicate that you are affected with whispers, and some indicate that you ask about everything that comes to your mind even if it is not useful and does not lead to any action.
We hope that you give room for others to ask questions.
Also, if you want to ask about anything, then let it be about something important that necessitate action, as we have so many questions whose questioners are waiting for an answer.
Allah knows best.